Reflective mood.

Hey guys,
I've always, always enjoyed writing, I think it's so much fun. But I often wonder if they'll come a time where I don't or can't write. I've always found a way to write something every day but what if someday I can't do it? What if I just run out of ideas? I wonder if all everyone thinks this way about something they love.

I think I found my voice through writing in a lot of ways. I've always been tall, like no joke I had to be like five foot four in first grade. I literally towered over kids up until I was in fifth grade and by eight grade, forget it, I was nearly five foot ten. But I was always very, very quiet and I didn't have many friends even though I knew a lot of kids.

When I started writing in junior high I found this voice that I didn't know I had and by high school I had tons of friends who wanted to hang out and crack jokes with me. I guess you can say writing broke me out of my shell.

But sometimes I get a little reflective and I wonder if there will ever be a time where writing doesn't fit into my life anymore and will I lose my voice again. I guess if it does happen I'll deal with it the best way I know how.

Anyway, I'm about twenty pages from finishing TBW, I added a little twist to it that I hope throws everyone for a loop. I can't write certain scenes at night though because my imagination gets the better of me. Like honestly when I write a scary scene at night I can't pass a dark room in my apartment without wondering if I passed something unseen. In other word I scare the crap out of myself.

I always hope, when I'm writing a story, that my readers can visualize what I'm writing and feel that same level of joy, fear, or anger, and not just visualize the sex scenes. I've had readers tell me that they reread my sex scenes two or three time, which is extremely flattering. In that case I guess I'm doing something right.

But The Bloody Woman is so close to finish and as always I will reread and reread TBW to make certain there aren't any typos or grammatical errors before I publish. And, before I sign off, my stories; Tessa's Escape and Her Protector, are temporarily unavailable. I'm doing final rereads and grammar checks on them. They should be available again soon and will be available for free for a week before I put a price on them.


Well I'm going out to enjoy this beautiful autumn day. I'll talk to you guys later. Enjoy your holiday weekend!!!